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Secret Relationship - Silver & Shadow

Day by day, Silver was learning that doing was deemed right doing what felt right weren't always the same thing. The word "right" had a shaky hold on him, and it was having a horrible affect on his mind. He had grown up to fight against evil, to be good, right be right, black versus white, because that was what everyone had agreed upon every second of his life. Silver wanted to be right. He wanted to be good. More importantly, he wanted to be approved.

Which really explained why he was there, sitting on the floor of a partially destroyed and abandoned building. It was set to be completely torn down in a few days. Silver often came here to practice his unique abilities, and to keep himself hidden from the rest of the world.

Save for one person.

His legs dangled into open air, looking down at the next room below. He waited, trying to control his breathing, hands clenching and unclenching. This was wrong. Meeting an ex-prisoner was wrong. Befriending ex-prisoners was wrong.

Having feelings for an ex-prisoner was pitch black.

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"You don't fear me. You visit here, despite my original annoyance. You stay and you've told no one I was here. You accepted my tutoring and learned much from it. When you look at me, I don't see the anger everyone else has when they see me." He said as if he was merely listing off the names of colors or describing facts about the world.

"I want to stay for you. What do you want me to do? Would you rather I stay or go?"

Even though Shadow's tone lacked any emotional weight, the words did more than enough for Silver. It was the truth, simple enough, but what little Silver had done clearly meant something to Shadow. As a result, Silver became flushed with feelings, and he blurted out his first thought. "No!"

He then winced, and backed up, trying to focus. "That... I don't... I don't want you to go. Even with what people say, and your imprisonment... It's as if who they talk about and who you are... are two completely different people. I don't even understand it, but when I'm with you, I just feel better about myself... about everything."

"Then I'll stay," Shadow said. He closed the distance between them. The dark hedgehog to take Silver's hand. He wanted to touch the other hedgehog. He needed to pull him close, destroying the distance between them. What he wouldn't or couldn't show with words, he would show with action.

Actions spoke far louder than any words in his opinion anyway.

It was just one shock after another as Shadow took his hand. Silver nearly froze up, but managed to fight it off. He stared down at their hands, as if no one had ever held hands before. His heart was beating so loud he wondered if Shadow could hear it. He sucked in a bit of air, managing to interlock his fingers with Shadow's.

"...If you stay... they might find you." But now he dared to look up fully, taking a determined breath. "But I'll do my best to make sure no one does. After all you've done for me, it's the least I can do..."

"Don't risk yourself," Shadow said. He squeezed the hand in his. His free hand moved out slowly. He knew he should do something else but what? His fingers moved up through Silver's quills. This was acceptable. It showed what he wanted it to.

"I don't want anything to happen to you, Silver."

Silver shuddered but it was a pleasant feeling, being touched in such a way. Instead of being even more flustered and fidgety, he found himself relaxing under Shadow's care. If only it could just be like this, with the rest of the world shut out and never moving forward.

It felt right.

"... I don't want anything to happen to you either, Shadow." He replied softly.

"Then we'll find a way. Somewhere I can stay...and keep this between us." It did feel right. Silver and he, alone, the world not knowing or able to interrupt. The development of all of this seemed as if it had taken forever and was happening too fast. Shadow's hand slid down to cup the other hedgehog's cheek now.

"I won't leave you."

Silver leaned on the welcoming hand, and for the first time all day - perhaps the first time in a while - he smiled. Not a hint of one, not hidden, a genuine smile across his lips. Yes, this was happiness.

"Shadow... thank you." he lifted his empty hand to touch the one on his cheek. "For everything."

The smile brought out something similar in Shadow. It's small but it is there. A smile. Not a smirk or some form of sneer. A genuine smile, at least as it would look on Shadow. The touch to his cheek spoke volumes to him.

He leaned in now. He brought their lips together in an attempt to do one last action. One that should show more than he could ever tell.

Looking back on this, Silver should have have seen this particular action coming, especially given how close their faces had gotten to one another. Yet Silver found himself completely flummoxed to find Shadow's lips on his - for three seconds, he's still in shock. Is this really happening?

As second four hits, and yes, it was really happening, Silver wound up melting in Shadow's arms. Forget happiness, this was bliss. He'd never been kissed before - had long since accepted he never would be - but he's pleased beyond words Shadow took the first one.

For those first three seconds, Shadow is afraid that he's gone too far. That perhaps he's moved too quickly for Silver. The moment Silver presses against him, melting, Shadow's hand moves away from the tan muzzle to wrap his arms around the hedgehog's waist. He holds him up with ease as they fully kiss.

There was a spark of something in his chest. A tightness he had never felt. His heart raced and slammed against his sternum as they continued to kiss. It was an odd sensation but not unpleasant. It felt good. Wonderfully good. He didn't know the name of this feeling but he didn't need to to know he enjoyed it.

It was easy to just go limp and let Shadow do as he pleased. Silver became so drunkenly blissful he nearly forgot to breathe - and when he finally took a sharp intake of air into his nose, he realized how selfish he was being. Shadow was doing all the 'work', one could say, while Silver took in the satisfaction. He should at least try to reciprocate.

For a moment he wondered if Shadow would be disappointed, as Silver knew nothing about kissing - but he easily remembered Shadow was very unlikely to know anything about it either. This was a mutual learning experience. Gaining some courage, his hands clasped onto Shadow's shoulders, and he pressed his mouth harder against Shadow's lips. What little he knew of kissing was this - pressing and moving. So he tried to do both.

The sudden pressing back made Shadow open his eyes. It was still such a new feeling. Silver pressed against him, the kiss becoming more forceful. He pressed back harder as well. His arms around Silver's waist tightened and pulled him all the closer. He almost growled into the kiss. His heart was beating even faster now and he could feel the warmth spreading more across his face.

He remembered something he had seen others do. His tongue slid out of his mouth and ran across Silver's lips. This was part of kissing as well. He knew that much at least.

Somehow it never occurred to Silver that the inside of mouths could be used for kissing. Then again, it hadn't been a subject he'd focused on. So when he felt Shadow's warm, wet tongue across his lisps, he audibly gasped - accidentally allowing the same tongue to touch him on the inside.

Visibly and audibly flustered, he stammered to reach an apology. "Ah... Sh-Shadow..."

That second their tongues touched, Shadow felt something stir. It was like a shot of electricity ran through his entire being. First it ran up to this brain then branched out through the rest of his body, filling ever fiber with this electric warmth. He panted when the kiss broke, trying to catch his breath.

"Silver..." There was no frown on Shadow's face. He was smirking and his eyes were alight. He enjoyed it, whatever it was. "More." He said finally, cutting off Silver first with his words and then again with his lips.

Seeing Shadow smile - well, smirk, but certainly that was close enough - was enough to make Silver completely forget what he had been about to ask or say. Then hearing Shadow sound completely feral with his demand, as if a predator was about to sink its claws into its prey - and that's close to what happened anyway. Shadow completely seized him, and Silver felt helpless.

It was a good feeling.

He wasn't sure exactly what Shadow was demanding more of, but Silver was desperate to give him everything. His body felt on fire, struggling to keep up with strained, wet kisses. His fingers dug into Shadow's shoulders, as if afraid to let go.

Shadow's hands moved, one laid on Silver's hip while the other wrapped tighter around him and laid just above his tail. His fingers dug into the fur and skin, holding Silver against him tight. He wouldn't let him go. The kiss pressed on. Shadow again used his tongue, trying to push it inside of Silver's mouth this time. Instinct was taking more now. He wasn't thinking of what he was doing, what he would do, or even of what he felt. He just followed the feelings and instinct, sure they'd lead him through this.

Silver's tail twitched slightly without his command. While Silver could easily be distracted by how fiercely he was being held, he instead tried to put all of his concentration on this new form of kissing. He had 'ruined' it before with his confusion, and vowed not to do it again. So when Shadow's tongue found itself inside of Silver's mouth, he allowed it with no gasping. His own shy tongue tried to touch Shadow's, feeling a trail of saliva trickle down his chin. His body could no longer stay still, pressing to and gyrating slowly up and down against Shadow's chest.

Shadow's tongue was more brave. It ran over Silver's tongue then moved across the inside of his cheeks and over teeth. His body pressed in and moved with the other hedgehog's, their fur tuff rubbing as their chins grew wet from the messy kiss. Fingers trailed along the small of Silver's back and up the base of that moving tail to the tip.

Silver was making every attempt to keep up and copy Shadow's movements, but apparently the black hedgehog was made out of much stronger stuff. With every second he had to try and not collapse from the intense heat coursing through his body. His legs were almost ready to give out, and the only sounds he could make aside from heavy panting were pathetic little whimpers. His brain refused to function, and he wound up leaning onto Shadow, his strength draining away with every movement of Shadow's tongue.

Shadow's arms wrapped tighter around Silver. He would keep him up but perhaps the younger hedgehog needed to sit or lie down. He pulled him close and lifted him up. He headed deeper into the building. To where he sleeps. He sat down and pulled the silver hedgehog into the bed with him. He wasn't going to let him go.

Finally he broke the kiss, letting Silver and himself have a chance to breathe.

The sudden shift of gravity and action - especially being lifted into Shadow's arms! - surprised Silver out of being a pathetic limp. He wasn't sure whether to be embarrassed or flattered or both, but no matter what he couldn't get a word out. when they were on the bed, which Silver didn't even know was there, he shyly ducked his face into Shadow's neck, unsure of what to make of this moment. He curled up against the black hedgehog, swallowing hard.

"Th... that was..." He finally managed to get words out. "... Amazing."

Hearing those words and feeling Silver against him like this made Shadow smile. He put a hand on the back of Silver's head and began to pet the younger hedgehog. His other arm stayed around his waist, keeping him close. This was amazing. The dark hedgehog hadn't felt something like this before. The heat was addicting somehow. He wanted to keep feeling it, feeling Silver against him.

"That is was." He said as he moved his face into Silver's neck and breathed in his scent.

While there was no denying the heat was still alive and burning, Silver was managing to calm down and letting his heart return to a steady rhythm. He caught his breath, and once all seemed at peace, his mind managed to go on reasonable train of thought. They were small thoughts, but it was still something to piece together - a simple idea of taking off his gloves so he could touch Shadow better. He fumbled, but they slid off easily enough, and he let the clothing drop as his fingers firmly pressed onto Shadow's back.

Something sparked inside of Shadow again when he felt those hands on his back. The gloves were done. No longer was there a boundary between his fur and those hands. Shadow moved to remove his own gloves to follow suit with Silver. One hand rested above Silver's tail and the other was laid down Silver's hip.

He turned his head to kiss along Silver's neck again. More contact is what he wanted. He needed more. It was still surreal to feel this way. Never before had this been something he's wanted. Now it was all he could crave this feeling of closeness.

Silver wasn't surprised that Shadow copied the idea to remove his gloves, and made a pleased murmured sound as he felt bare fingers on his body. If he was a cat, he'd be outright purring. He was tempted to do the same with his socks and shoes, but that would mean interrupting Shadow's hands at work, and he was in no rush to do that.

No longer afraid or clenched up, Silver tilted his head back to give Shadow more to kiss. While one hand took a steady hold onto Shadow's shoulder, his other freely went through black and red quills, gently stroking him, his calm petting the opposite of Shadow's hunger.

The petting helped to calm the fire inside Shadow. The kissing continued, up and down ever inch his lips could reach. The hunger subsided some but he still felt that fire, the need. He nuzzled against Silver's neck when he had delivered all of the kisses he could in every place he could reach. His fingers played with the fur above Silver's tail while his hand pet the thigh it laid on.

"That feels good," he said finally, his head leaning back into the petting.

Silver swallowed as he felt Shadow's hand on his thigh. If the older hedgehog moved his hand just more to the side, he'd know Silver much more intimately than either of them had expected. Yet Silver made no move to stop Shadow from possibly touching his more private areas. He had a feeling he couldn't stop Shadow if he wanted to - not that he did want to, of course.

"It does feel good." Silver repeated, feeling silly for merely echoing the obvious. He moved to cup one of Shadow's cheeks. "I've... never felt this way before. It's... wonderful."

Shadow's hand slowly slid down along Silver's inner thigh. He nuzzled more against Silver's neck and up to his cheek. Hearing those words spurred him on to try and feel more of him. He wanted to know the younger hedgehog in ways no one else ever has. Shadow wanted Silver to do the very same, know him unlike anyone else. His palm cupped that most private of areas as he moved his lips to Silver's lips.

"We can feel even better, Silver. If you want."

Silver thought he had gotten 'accustomed' to everything that was happening, but he was proven wrong. Once Shadow touched his warm, hardened flesh, the younger hedgehog's face practically exploded with red. He even shut his eyes momentarily, trying to process that yes, this was the next step they were taking. To suddenly go from first kisses to being fondled, all within the same day, it was a lot to handle. An awkward moment passed filled with quiet, steady breathing.

But eventually he opened his eyes again, daring to meet Shadow's, and timidly nodded. "I... I can handle it..."

The red in Silver's face, the way his body almost shook against his, and the feeling of his warmth in his hand made Shadow only want more. Was it right? Was it wrong? He didn't know. All he knew was what he wanted in his moment and what he wanted was Silver to tell him he wanted it as well. He stared into those bright yellow eyes and gave a single nod in return.

His fingers wrapped around that warm flesh slowly. He moved his hand up and down, slowly for now. He continued to stare into those eyes. He moved in again to brush his lips against Silver's.

"If you cannot handle it, tell me," he said before he kissed those lips again.

Silver lost the ability to form words, which was handy since his mouth was being used for other purposes. The rest of his body went still in pleased shock. What was happening was a combination of things - of the act itself, which was indeed pleasurable even though it only just begun, and the idea of the act, doing something they clearly should not, and clearly had not been done before between the two of them.

He'd been made completely helpless at this point, and he couldn't ask for anything more. He couldn't even think of anything more he could want. His breath came in short, shaky bursts, trying to adjust and failing. He couldn't even close his eyes anymore.

Everything Silver did spurred Shadow on. The way his eyes stayed open, the way his body went still and became his. Silver was clearly enthralled by him and it fanned the flames in his chest. He wanted to feel all of Silver, take all of him here and now. His hand down between them began to move faster. Words were useless now. He wanted to hear what noises the younger hedgehog could make without saying a single word.

It didn't take long for Silver's body to react without his mind commanding it to do so. His hips began to thrust in reaction, and this rising feeling deep within him was completely foreign. He couldn't even tell if this was how he was supposed to feel. As a result, some worry set in, and he grabbed the bed underneath him, trying to get his body to stop moving. All the while, he gasped for any air he could get.

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