happilyeverbeginning | POTENTIAL PLAY POST WITH CRIM

Keeping secrets was never her goal, but as she looked over him in sprawled on on a hospital cot covered in cuts and bandages, it didn't seem the right time.

Bunnie squeezed his hand. "Ah'll tell you everythin' once you're feelin' better. You need to rest."

Something wasn't right. It was only hitting Antoine now that maybe he hadn't just been 'out' for a few days. He blinked slowly, searching her face over for any answers. His hand moved to her face, cupping her wet cheek.

"... What has happened,mon amour?" His thumb wiped away any remaining tears. "Please... I can't possibly rest while you are so upset."

She had managed to stave off being upset until Antoine mentioned her being upset. Even if she hid it so well--or so she thought--he was still able to tell so easily.

The corners of Bunnie's mouth tugged downward and her eyes began to sting. She buried her face into his chest so that he wouldn't see her collected expression fall apart. "You've been in here for such a long time... ah had to do something."

His heart began to sink. 'Such a long time'? Just how long had he been out? Just how close to death had he come? Fear began to crawl up his spine, but he swallowed those horrific questions. Bunnie came first. Bunnie always came first.

"Darling... Darling..." He repeated it, trying to adjust both arms and hold her. "Tell me what you did. You know... nothing will change between us. Why are you... so afraid?"

Even though she knew her fears were unfounded, a small corner of her mind reluctantly thought that he might leave if she was honest with what she had done. If not leave, then perhaps he would be eternally bitter or resent her? Would the trust between them be broken? Even the possibility of that happening caused the very heart in her chest to ache.

"Ah.. left your side.." She gripped his sheets in her hand.

"..I went to--" She swallowed. "--live with my Uncle Beauregard for a spell. Ah worked with him to try an' get weapons just like ah used to have. Ah know he ain't on the right side of things but he's the only kin ah got."

Her voice raised "And ah couldn't just sit and see you like this all day! All I could think 'bout was how I shoulda done somethin'! And ah just couldn't! I..!"

Antoine was quiet for a long time. At first, he couldn't remember who she was talking about, given his brain and memories had been jumbled from the explosion.

But then it clicked - her and Sonic returning from that one mission, how she had met her long lost uncle, only to find out he was working for their enemy... She had been in complete agony, and he had understood it entirely...

Weapons like she used to have - because she was whole flesh now - Ixis Naugus - it all slammed into his brain like a painful punch, and he needed to close his eyes to catch up.

"... You... You wanted so long..." He managed to find his voice. "... To have your old limbs, your old flesh and blood, and you tried to... to lose them?" There was no anger or bitterness in his voice - just tired disbelief. "... Bunnie, zere's no guarantee zat you'd ever be cured like zat again... To think, I had made you suffer so much... I am so sorry..."

"Here you are lyin' in bed and apologizin' to me." She said through a tone that very nearly almost sounded angry.

"You ain't the one that need to be apologizin' fer anythin' that happened or what I done." Bunnie looked off. "It's all that Eggman's fault."

He wanted to say she shouldn't have made such a sacrifice - but if the roles were reversed, wouldn't he have felt the same?

That went around and around in his head, and when he looked at her again, his fingers cradled her cheek. "Promise me." His voice was soft, close to pained. "... Promise me... you won't do zis again." His body was still so weakened that he couldn't even push her to make her look at him.

"Ah.." Bunnie put her hand on his. Even if she felt what she did was right, she still felt ashamed by what she'd done. Bringing it up now.. was that even the right thing to do? "Ah promise, I ain't gonna leave you again."

He wanted to make her promise never to do anything so risky, never sacrifice her happiness for his sake - but he couldn't bring himself to reword it. Not now, at least.

"T'ank you." He murmured, entwining their fingers in the open spaces, a thumb rubbing side to side. "My sweet chéri... I will not allow anyone, especially myself, to make you suffer again."

She nodded quickly in spite of a whimper escaping her throat. He always knew just the right thing to say to make her feel better in these kinds of situations..

After a moment taken to collect herself, Bunnie was able to give a small smile. "Now. You need to get some rest." He would only be able to get out of his bed if he took the proper amount of rest. "Go to sleep now, Darlin'. Ah'll be right here waitin' for you for when you wake up. Ah promise."

He had one more romantic gesture left him in before exhaustion wore out. He lifted her hand, kissed each of the knuckles, and then laid it on his chest, as if to make sure she wasn't leaving. He didn't want to doubt her - loathed himself at the very idea - but she had left once. All it took was the once.

He closed his eyes, and started to take deep, steady breaths. "... T'ank you, Bunnie. For... everything."

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